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i am seriously getting old. i really feel it. heres the reasons as to why.
_i am HATING winter. its been better since i bought my new coat. but god this cold is killing me
_we delivered christmas presents to an elementary school today. as i watched all the little kids running around like crazy people, throwing themselves across the ice on the ground. all i wanted to was yell "GET UP OFF THE GROUND, YOURE GETTING YOUR SCHOOL CLOTHES DIRTY!!! YOURE GONNA KILL YOURSELF ON THAT ICE!!!" i feel as though my maternal instincts are kicking in BIG time from spending so much time with schnita's nephews, melakai and e.j. i love being around them. theyre awesome kids. i never realized that kids like, had personalites. but theyre so different. and adorable.
_the number one reason, is that i had a third reason and i cant fucking remember what it is.
wow.
i recently realized that i have some serious issues with guilt.
i woke up this morning to a very rude AIM message. some person called me a whore and a fat bitch etc. so i added them to my buddy list, then she came on tonite and i IM'd her. curious as to what the problem is. and now im so fucking confused. she said i insulted her or something and that im "rude" for what i say in my journal. im so fucking confused and really upset. i cant figure out what i could have said about this person that i dont even know. i dont get it.
but yeah. three cheers for guilt. senseless guilt but guilt nonetheless.
but fuck her i dont even care. i cared for like a minute. but what the fuck. its a stupid asshole on the internet whos proly just fucking with me cus shes a fucking hick loser with nothing better to do. fuck that and fuck her.
back to happy things, the cutest kids in the world. ------>
_i am HATING winter. its been better since i bought my new coat. but god this cold is killing me
_we delivered christmas presents to an elementary school today. as i watched all the little kids running around like crazy people, throwing themselves across the ice on the ground. all i wanted to was yell "GET UP OFF THE GROUND, YOURE GETTING YOUR SCHOOL CLOTHES DIRTY!!! YOURE GONNA KILL YOURSELF ON THAT ICE!!!" i feel as though my maternal instincts are kicking in BIG time from spending so much time with schnita's nephews, melakai and e.j. i love being around them. theyre awesome kids. i never realized that kids like, had personalites. but theyre so different. and adorable.
_the number one reason, is that i had a third reason and i cant fucking remember what it is.
wow.
i recently realized that i have some serious issues with guilt.
i woke up this morning to a very rude AIM message. some person called me a whore and a fat bitch etc. so i added them to my buddy list, then she came on tonite and i IM'd her. curious as to what the problem is. and now im so fucking confused. she said i insulted her or something and that im "rude" for what i say in my journal. im so fucking confused and really upset. i cant figure out what i could have said about this person that i dont even know. i dont get it.
but yeah. three cheers for guilt. senseless guilt but guilt nonetheless.
but fuck her i dont even care. i cared for like a minute. but what the fuck. its a stupid asshole on the internet whos proly just fucking with me cus shes a fucking hick loser with nothing better to do. fuck that and fuck her.
back to happy things, the cutest kids in the world. ------>