I am a 30 year old widow. My husband of 10 years committed suicide on 7/27/10. He had bipolar type 1. I have documented the last four years of our life, which can be triggering.
I am adjusting to figuring out "my" life, instead of "our" live. I blog about suicide, bipolar, being a widow, happy things, depressing things, so please consider these things before adding me as a friend.
I love new friends, especially people that can relate.
Most of my posts are friends only. If you want to be added please leave a comment letting me know how I know you (Which community you are from).
With that being said, welcome to my real life journal.
- Mel
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