you reek of discontentment

Sep 21, 2007 23:54

As said in 1776 and really explains how I feel right now. How does one satifies themselves if everyone else arleady is. I just feel latley situations I've been in just does not completely satifiy me and when I try to satify myself everyone is already beyond that and Im stuck. Do i drag it out just to make myself happy and then make everyone possibly not as satified? I really don't know.

I just feel like frost's poem in some way. It's not liek I came to a fork in the road and I have taken the road less traveled on and it's made all the difference... I feel as if my life is a series of forks and it makes all the difference because no one else experiences my differences. I am stuck with what I feel or what I do becuase everyone has "evolved" and Im just sitting ehre and not done evolving.

So i ask you what do you do? What do you do when you feel so unsatified with a situation where EVERYONE else is? Do you really rehash it just to make yourself feel better? Do you ignore it? Do you just sit there with it and view it? I don't ask for a quick fix I ask because I don't know what to do. It's like bayside says "i call on all my oldest firends and saying sorry for this mess we're in" but more I am calling all my firends to give me insight on what to do.

This whole conversation reminds me of another 1776 quote "is anybody there?does anybody care? does anybody see what I see?" I dont' think any one sees what I sees. It sucks.

SO I have a few options... take the Cabert route "Leben und Leben lassen"... Live and let live . Or i can keep fighting the good fight... ORRRR I could go to bed which Im about to do cuz im tired... and
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