LYRICS
Verse 1: Accept the inevitable and turn away (turn away....). I'm holding my breath and waiting for everything to fall apart. Submerged in our mistakes, it kills everything. It kills you and me.
Bridge: And that is how it happens. And this is how it ends. There's no need now to try to make amends.
Chorus: "I turn on and off. I have the ability to make a room go cold." And you know the slightest interaction can make our structured lives collapse. We are forbidden to touch if we want to remain intact.
Verse 2: Acknowledge that trees stop growing eventually and become stuck in a fragile state where their outside farces get eroded, broken into, and they begin to wither away.
Bridge
Chorus
Outro: Hold it together for as long as you can. (Turn away....) Or you can relax your grip on this and depart (I can't stand this any longer....) This shouldn't have been so hard.
03-13-07
We are living in a tragedy.
Just give me a confirmation of the end! And I swear I'll stop trying.
It's funny how we all fixate on things that aren't of much worth. For some reason I feel obligated to find out why we can never work. But you've convinced me by looking into your eyes that we can meet up alone somewhere and improvise a situation to make us whole again. I have become your extremity and you've kept yourself away from me as much as you could. I don't understand why you think I would damage the most important part of you;if anything, I'd donate my heart if it would help you get through. If it were possible, I'd do it. I remember when you used to tell me the same. To find comfort in knowing I am a part of your life again...your soft breathing softly lulling me to sleep...yet I can't stop shaking......
SONG num. 2:
"Obstacles"
Repetitive words remain in already spoken conversations
Our stubborn delusions stand in our way from the deliverance of truth
I beg for something to get rid of the prospects
Oh, make way for the impending finale to our story!
The end is accelerating.....
I still think this is all unconcievable
You remain inaccessable
You lay there so placidly
Your eyes still closed, but your face so serene
I'd be your advocate in any situation.
(Is it possible to be any more pathetic?)
If I had another's perspective
and happened to glance in the direction where I live yet not move
I'd be repulsed and I'd pity you
I will accomadate to your wants and needs
I'll whatever you please, whatever you please
Are you apalled?
Well aren't we all.
Words are cancer, and they sift throughout my whole body until it reaches my heart. And it begins to eat away and my entire being. The will to live is struggling against a desire to not exist
"Leave some love;
the kind that you make."
It's the least you can do,
since you left me here with all my mistakes.
This sense of abandonment is a self-settling comfort.
It fulfills me when I can't even feel hurt.
you made a vow never to leave me.
but as we all know, not all marriages can last.
"did you really think we could have made it?"
you already know the answer...
why do you ask?
ps: "i honestly dont know what you mean to me lately. i have conversations made to be put in dialogue for us to read aloud. but when will i ever get the chance to present this to you? youre spending too much time away from me. and i guess its partly my fault too. but its not that i dont WANT to see you. im dying to be around you. i need to run my hands through your hair and create electric sparks (with eyes or amps). i feel uncomfortable with the way you look at me sometimes, but it also makes me feel at home. does that make sense? probably not. and the way you hand out your affections to people who dont even deserve the cards. i dont understand how people are forever searching when what theyre looking for is right there in front of their faces. do i have to scream this out loud? never mind, it'll probably confuse you even more and you'll pretend that what i said meant something else. i think i should give up on you.....this battle for your attention is only being fought with only one side knowing what the cause of war is. i want to put aside these feelings, but it's kinda hard with me kinda missing you."
Bridge: And that is how it happens. And this is how it ends. There's no need now to try to make amends.
Chorus: "I turn on and off. I have the ability to make a room go cold." And you know the slightest interaction can make our structured lives collapse. We are forbidden to touch if we want to remain intact.
Verse 2: Acknowledge that trees stop growing eventually and become stuck in a fragile state where their outside farces get eroded, broken into, and they begin to wither away.
Bridge
Chorus
Outro: Hold it together for as long as you can. (Turn away....) Or you can relax your grip on this and depart (I can't stand this any longer....) This shouldn't have been so hard.
03-13-07
We are living in a tragedy.
Just give me a confirmation of the end! And I swear I'll stop trying.
It's funny how we all fixate on things that aren't of much worth. For some reason I feel obligated to find out why we can never work. But you've convinced me by looking into your eyes that we can meet up alone somewhere and improvise a situation to make us whole again. I have become your extremity and you've kept yourself away from me as much as you could. I don't understand why you think I would damage the most important part of you;if anything, I'd donate my heart if it would help you get through. If it were possible, I'd do it. I remember when you used to tell me the same. To find comfort in knowing I am a part of your life again...your soft breathing softly lulling me to sleep...yet I can't stop shaking......
SONG num. 2:
"Obstacles"
Repetitive words remain in already spoken conversations
Our stubborn delusions stand in our way from the deliverance of truth
I beg for something to get rid of the prospects
Oh, make way for the impending finale to our story!
The end is accelerating.....
I still think this is all unconcievable
You remain inaccessable
You lay there so placidly
Your eyes still closed, but your face so serene
I'd be your advocate in any situation.
(Is it possible to be any more pathetic?)
If I had another's perspective
and happened to glance in the direction where I live yet not move
I'd be repulsed and I'd pity you
I will accomadate to your wants and needs
I'll whatever you please, whatever you please
Are you apalled?
Well aren't we all.
Words are cancer, and they sift throughout my whole body until it reaches my heart. And it begins to eat away and my entire being. The will to live is struggling against a desire to not exist
"Leave some love;
the kind that you make."
It's the least you can do,
since you left me here with all my mistakes.
This sense of abandonment is a self-settling comfort.
It fulfills me when I can't even feel hurt.
you made a vow never to leave me.
but as we all know, not all marriages can last.
"did you really think we could have made it?"
you already know the answer...
why do you ask?
ps: "i honestly dont know what you mean to me lately. i have conversations made to be put in dialogue for us to read aloud. but when will i ever get the chance to present this to you? youre spending too much time away from me. and i guess its partly my fault too. but its not that i dont WANT to see you. im dying to be around you. i need to run my hands through your hair and create electric sparks (with eyes or amps). i feel uncomfortable with the way you look at me sometimes, but it also makes me feel at home. does that make sense? probably not. and the way you hand out your affections to people who dont even deserve the cards. i dont understand how people are forever searching when what theyre looking for is right there in front of their faces. do i have to scream this out loud? never mind, it'll probably confuse you even more and you'll pretend that what i said meant something else. i think i should give up on you.....this battle for your attention is only being fought with only one side knowing what the cause of war is. i want to put aside these feelings, but it's kinda hard with me kinda missing you."