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[mrs_gerardway]

Ok I'm sorry, but I do have a freedom of speech. This is exactly what happened to Elaine last year so I am going to do what she did. From now on, whatever I say will be on private because apparently, a person's meer opinion matters so much that one has to get everyone involved

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[mrs_gerardway]

That is exactly what confused me the most, the fact that I have never even had a real conversation with you and yet people have came up to me telling me what you think of me.
ex. I try too hard to be myself, I look like I spend an hour in the morning just to come to school looking like crap from the street, I'm fake, I try so hard in English especially in Shakespeare and poetry just to make myself seem like something/somewhat intelligent, how you don't need to try half as hard and still do better than me... etc.

Those things are actually mean even though I really could care less what people think of me and I'm not just one to sit back and listen to people's insults.

But honestly, if you can sincerely say that you've never said a bad thing about me then I will take back everything I said about you because that's all my entry was based on, nothing else. I wouldn't even think of writing all those horrendous things about you if I didn't think that you said all those things about me. For God's sake, I don't even know you. Despite people insisting that I "HATE PEOPLE I DON'T EVEN KNOW", I really don't have a problem with you unless you made those statements. I thought you were a really nice, smart, sweet person up until the point I heard that stuff.

So I too earnestly apologize if you honestly didn't say those stupid things about me but if you did, then I really can't say I'm completely sorry. I realize that what I wrote was entirely out of spite and possibly out of a huge misunderstanding. I don't really even mean what I said, it was just in defense of myself.

[tweakgreenberg]

i don't want to bud in.. or get involved or whatever... and i shouldn't, i know.. so i don't know why i'm gonna say this...

but if Person 1 were to say bad things about Person 2... why would Person 2 feel the need to say anything back to Person 1?... because all talking back accomplishes is the escalation of the situation (which i'm assuming no one wants). it simply doesn't fix anything... that is unless you eventually come to a mutual apology.. which in this case i suppose is the case... so... i just talked myself into a circle.. wahoo... but seriously, why would Person 2 want to escalate the situation? i'd imagine that people would want to be mature in a matter like this.... whatever...

I STILL ABSOLUTELY ADORE CORNDOGS ^_^

[tweakgreenberg]

again.. i shouldn't say anything... but i'm going to anyhow..

livejournal is not a personal journal.. it's public. if you want a moreso personal journal, then you should make your journal friends only.. because people will be reading this.. people who you know and people who you don't.. or (if you don't already) write in a designated paper-journal.. no one will see it aside from youself. ^_^

QUEEN LATIFAH IS SEXAY

[tweakgreenberg]

btw i don't mean to come across as offensive.. if i am.. well.. sorry?

[madinotgirl77]

Greenberg, I think you're just a BIT biased in this situation. Jess is my friend, just like Lori's yours. Yah LJ's public, but Alex shouldn't have assumed anything about what Jess was talking about. She wasn't doing 'hate' mail, cause she wasn't using any names. Technically, she didn't do anything wrong. She was only expressing her frustration at the situation. Anyway, just like it was your opinion, it's mine too. So from now on, it's going to be private from people who aren't on her friend's list. Glad this is all cleared up now. Congrats, btw.

[mrs_gerardway]

well, it's going to be on private from now on, isn't it?

[mrs_gerardway]

I never intentionally wanted to escalate the situation like you're implying. It was blown way out of proportion (or escalated as you say) the minute that everyone felt the need to play 'pass it on' with my personal journal and involve too many people that have nothing to do with it. You can see it differently but this is how I saw it.

and so "me WANTING to escalate the situation" did somehow come to apologies; therefor, it meets your circle theory.

I have nothing else to say.

[lori33sk8]

Wow. If those examples that you listed are things that supposedly came out of my mouth, someone was definitely making up stuff, or COMPLETELY twisted around something I was saying. To be honest, I never took the time to talk badly about you, or to even think about you. Those comments that supposedly came out of my mouth (told to you by Evgeny, I'm assuming) simply aren't true. Those are some pretty horrible things to say. I can be a major bitch sometimes, no doubt. But when I am, I have a good reason for it. And I would never say those things, especially when I didn't THINK them in the first place. I don't think those things about you. I never did.

I'm very sorry you thought I said those things. I'd be pissed off too if I heard someone had said those things about me. But I never said those things. This is first time ever that I've heard those insults directed towards you. You'd think I'd remember saying those things, since they are incredibly mean. But I don't remember. Because I never said them.

And I always thought you were talented at writing poetry. I loved your artwork also. This is all so confusing to me because someone told you I said all of those rude, snobby comments, when I never actually did.

I think the person apologizing for all of this should be the person who told you I said all of these things. Because they obviously heard something I said and twisted it around to make me sound like some evil bitch, or they completely made all of it up (because they evidently don't like me too much).

This is one confusing situation..

[mrs_gerardway]

No, it's not Evgeny. I don't even talk to him that much for him to tell me randomly retarded things that apparently turns out to be untrue. But as confused I am about this situation also, I do apologize about my journal and hopefully this misunderstanding has ceased.