Feb 15, 2006 19:44
I'm so incredibly content right now. It's hard not to smile.
Sitting outside I fully understood what being happy was all about:
I was sitting outside smoking a cigarette, enjoying the weather, which by the way is amazing when I look up to the sky and realize how beautiful it is. I look over to my left, and am overwhelmed with how lucky and blessed I am. I sit back and try to enjoy the night, sip on my joe, and listen to the criketes and airplanes in the sky. It's crazy how the most simple things can bring you the most joy. Life for the most part isn't that fabulous but to settle down and think about what is going right for me right now made me feel incredibly lucky. I have great friends, I love my job (for the most part)or at least the girls there, I am doing great in school(although my english class I am far behind),I have a boy who is completely in love with me, and my family for the most part is coming to terms with me growing away or more or less growing up. Granted there are some bad situations in my life...example: nick being a drunk and my little brother being an alchy...for the most part those are things I can change or Someone else can change. Thank you so much for the life You've given me and the blessing you give me abundantly....
*ahhh* What a good night it has been indeed.