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It's friggin' October 2007! Holy crap! Time... where has it gone?
*sigh*
I fear the unhappy bug has laid eggs in my chest again... and what's worse, they're beginning to hatch! Ugh! I just don't know what to do. I feel completely uncomfortable talking about this because... I don't know, it's a bit of an uncomfortable subject... And bottling it inside is doing nothing for my nerves or productivity... So here goes:
I don't know how to dress, do my hair or make up, I'm fat and I must be miserably ugly... although when I'm alone in my room looking at myself in the mirror I honestly don't see it.
I think I'm pretty. I like my clothes--- I hate my hair, but I always have.
So is there something wrong with me? I didn't think there was before I left home, but now it seems that there is.
Whenever I go hanging out or I'm at a party nobody ever approaches me...
GOD, I feel like such a little bitch whining about this... *sigh* maybe I'm just crazy. Maybe there's something wrong with everyone else... but maybe not... *big heavy sigh*
*sigh*
I fear the unhappy bug has laid eggs in my chest again... and what's worse, they're beginning to hatch! Ugh! I just don't know what to do. I feel completely uncomfortable talking about this because... I don't know, it's a bit of an uncomfortable subject... And bottling it inside is doing nothing for my nerves or productivity... So here goes:
I don't know how to dress, do my hair or make up, I'm fat and I must be miserably ugly... although when I'm alone in my room looking at myself in the mirror I honestly don't see it.
I think I'm pretty. I like my clothes--- I hate my hair, but I always have.
So is there something wrong with me? I didn't think there was before I left home, but now it seems that there is.
Whenever I go hanging out or I'm at a party nobody ever approaches me...
GOD, I feel like such a little bitch whining about this... *sigh* maybe I'm just crazy. Maybe there's something wrong with everyone else... but maybe not... *big heavy sigh*