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Hello LJ... I have been neglecting you like a red headed step child.... so sorry.
In other news: I am returning to the Naperthrill/Boringbrook area tomorrow afternoon. It will be sexiness.
Suddenly I can't stop thinking about how much has changed, how much I've changed, and I didn't think it would be possible, yet lo and behold change occured. WOW.
I'm in school and actually getting good grades, I'm on speech and actually winning and my coach has already selected me to go to Nationals... wow. Free trip to Houston!
Things aren't great, but on the enourmous major plus side I am not depressed and haven't been for a while and that is a brilliant fucking thing!
However, I am so (and I stress SO) ready to move on to the 4 year university thing. My stint as a working girl and going to community college hasn't stopped my desire to do music or act, so I think that it's really in the cards for me if I work really hard. But if it isn't then I could totally do the communications thing and work for corporate America. I don't fear it as a fate worse than death like I use to.
I am becoming slightly more mature... weird... but good.
*much love to all*
In other news: I am returning to the Naperthrill/Boringbrook area tomorrow afternoon. It will be sexiness.
Suddenly I can't stop thinking about how much has changed, how much I've changed, and I didn't think it would be possible, yet lo and behold change occured. WOW.
I'm in school and actually getting good grades, I'm on speech and actually winning and my coach has already selected me to go to Nationals... wow. Free trip to Houston!
Things aren't great, but on the enourmous major plus side I am not depressed and haven't been for a while and that is a brilliant fucking thing!
However, I am so (and I stress SO) ready to move on to the 4 year university thing. My stint as a working girl and going to community college hasn't stopped my desire to do music or act, so I think that it's really in the cards for me if I work really hard. But if it isn't then I could totally do the communications thing and work for corporate America. I don't fear it as a fate worse than death like I use to.
I am becoming slightly more mature... weird... but good.
*much love to all*