The worst you take is the love from every heart you break
Got up this morning, got ready, went to school to take my last two exams.
We went to third block first this time.
Band- We went in and talked a bit, I got in trouble for having orange juice in the band room. I HAVE to have my orange juice in the morning or I just feel messed up lol. Anyways got the exam, took it, which was the easiet thing in the world. Watch me say that, then find out I failed it lol. Anyways after that I talked to Porsha and Jennifer about their prom dresses. Prom's coming up for them seeing as Porsha is a senior and Jennifer is a junior. I don't really want to go to my prom. It gives me more stress to find someone to go with that I wouldn't be fake laughing all night with, and then I'd feel bad when no one DID ask me. Oh well, for the first time in my life I'll thank god I'm just a freshman.
Avd. English- studied for 10 minutes then took the test. I feel GREAT about the 122 definitions on the test. I love learning new words so I can improve my speaking, but dadgommit Mr. Dodd HAD to put a buttload of grammer on the test in which I know I failed that part. Oh well, I did my best.
When you get done with your exams you can leave early as long as you have a note, which I did. Mom picked me up and we went to her school (she's a teacher) . I went and saw all my buddies (the teacher etc.) I saw Buddy in the cafeteria, Coach Jameson in his office and I shot hoops with him, and Maria in the office. We had to talk Clay news for a little bit because she loves him haha, and then I gave mom's room a good cleaning until Dad came and picked me up. He lectured me all the way home, but hey, it was a ride home. When I got home he left, so I spent all day watching TV, cleaning the house, and reading a book. Oh, and singing. I've COMPLETELY screwed my voice up. It justs seems to get worse, I should give it up and stop hurting people's ears. Lauren- I know you're going to disagree (God bless you lol) but my voice is really deteriorating.
My dog Clayton, doesn't even like me anymore. He won't sleep in the bed with me anymore, he follows mom EVERYWHERE and literally begs for her to just give him a look his way. If he even acted like he was glad to be MY dog, he'd get so much more than a glare from her. I feel like this is symbolic, because I feel like everyone just doesn't like me and I can't do enough to make them see I can make them happy. But even if I got the chance, I know I couldn't make them happy. I suck at life.
What was up from the lack of comments? :(
Thanks Lauren, you're a doll.
We went to third block first this time.
Band- We went in and talked a bit, I got in trouble for having orange juice in the band room. I HAVE to have my orange juice in the morning or I just feel messed up lol. Anyways got the exam, took it, which was the easiet thing in the world. Watch me say that, then find out I failed it lol. Anyways after that I talked to Porsha and Jennifer about their prom dresses. Prom's coming up for them seeing as Porsha is a senior and Jennifer is a junior. I don't really want to go to my prom. It gives me more stress to find someone to go with that I wouldn't be fake laughing all night with, and then I'd feel bad when no one DID ask me. Oh well, for the first time in my life I'll thank god I'm just a freshman.
Avd. English- studied for 10 minutes then took the test. I feel GREAT about the 122 definitions on the test. I love learning new words so I can improve my speaking, but dadgommit Mr. Dodd HAD to put a buttload of grammer on the test in which I know I failed that part. Oh well, I did my best.
When you get done with your exams you can leave early as long as you have a note, which I did. Mom picked me up and we went to her school (she's a teacher) . I went and saw all my buddies (the teacher etc.) I saw Buddy in the cafeteria, Coach Jameson in his office and I shot hoops with him, and Maria in the office. We had to talk Clay news for a little bit because she loves him haha, and then I gave mom's room a good cleaning until Dad came and picked me up. He lectured me all the way home, but hey, it was a ride home. When I got home he left, so I spent all day watching TV, cleaning the house, and reading a book. Oh, and singing. I've COMPLETELY screwed my voice up. It justs seems to get worse, I should give it up and stop hurting people's ears. Lauren- I know you're going to disagree (God bless you lol) but my voice is really deteriorating.
My dog Clayton, doesn't even like me anymore. He won't sleep in the bed with me anymore, he follows mom EVERYWHERE and literally begs for her to just give him a look his way. If he even acted like he was glad to be MY dog, he'd get so much more than a glare from her. I feel like this is symbolic, because I feel like everyone just doesn't like me and I can't do enough to make them see I can make them happy. But even if I got the chance, I know I couldn't make them happy. I suck at life.
What was up from the lack of comments? :(
Thanks Lauren, you're a doll.