I'm just fooling myself.
Today was a normal, busy day. Random thoughts for this entry, folks.
- I wonder when people are going to start caring about how I might feel. Kallie doesn't care much about spilling how many times she's seen Nick and Corrin making out. Dude, I know. So many people have confided in me about him, not caring or taking into thought that I DATED Nick, and I really, really liked him. wow. Not even when Casey decided to tell my parents about my secret. My parents don't care I'm depressed and need to see someone soon or make some serious changes in my lifestyle to help me a little more. It's just all so over rated and petty stuff.
- My math and adv. science exams are tomorrow. Wish me luck! Pray for me please. I'm feeling confident about my math exam, Mr. Bratton is an incredible teacher. But adv. science I'm alittle afriad of. I'm about to go study MAJORLY for that exam.
- People keep telling me that I'm going to go far in life. That I'm destined for big things and whatnot. But honestly, what does that really mean? I desperately appreciate the gesture, but is it just something quick you can jot down to maybe make me feel better? Do you really believe that? If so, why?
- My friend Morgan who is a junior is taking me to a recording studio when I have enough money saved. I'm SO excited, I've been begging for someone to take me without my parents knowing. They don't care and I HATE it when they act it. Morgan wants to and I'm so freaking excited. I've found a song that I'm excited to record. Everyone download Time by Chantal by Kreviazuk. This is so the song! :) I can put my own remix to it and make it a little not so pop, so bare with her make of the song.
- I think when I am sixteen, I'm going to work in Franklin judging on how bad the gas would be to get there daily and back. I'm thinking of trying working in an entertainment center like The Gaylord or arenas as an usher, ticket collector, and concession stand person. It'll get me an outside view of the way things run around there. I'll also hopefully be working on an internship there, so that'll be good!
- I wonder when people are going to start caring about how I might feel. Kallie doesn't care much about spilling how many times she's seen Nick and Corrin making out. Dude, I know. So many people have confided in me about him, not caring or taking into thought that I DATED Nick, and I really, really liked him. wow. Not even when Casey decided to tell my parents about my secret. My parents don't care I'm depressed and need to see someone soon or make some serious changes in my lifestyle to help me a little more. It's just all so over rated and petty stuff.
- My math and adv. science exams are tomorrow. Wish me luck! Pray for me please. I'm feeling confident about my math exam, Mr. Bratton is an incredible teacher. But adv. science I'm alittle afriad of. I'm about to go study MAJORLY for that exam.
- People keep telling me that I'm going to go far in life. That I'm destined for big things and whatnot. But honestly, what does that really mean? I desperately appreciate the gesture, but is it just something quick you can jot down to maybe make me feel better? Do you really believe that? If so, why?
- My friend Morgan who is a junior is taking me to a recording studio when I have enough money saved. I'm SO excited, I've been begging for someone to take me without my parents knowing. They don't care and I HATE it when they act it. Morgan wants to and I'm so freaking excited. I've found a song that I'm excited to record. Everyone download Time by Chantal by Kreviazuk. This is so the song! :) I can put my own remix to it and make it a little not so pop, so bare with her make of the song.
- I think when I am sixteen, I'm going to work in Franklin judging on how bad the gas would be to get there daily and back. I'm thinking of trying working in an entertainment center like The Gaylord or arenas as an usher, ticket collector, and concession stand person. It'll get me an outside view of the way things run around there. I'll also hopefully be working on an internship there, so that'll be good!