where's your head at?
well it's been so long since the last night that i've updated. and i kind of like it that way. i mean there's been so much to say as of late, so many things on my mind. memorable times have passed by, things have changed, i can say that i've changed and grown lately. which is good for me. growth. and i've never been happier. and i'm honest when i say that. being dishonest about myself, but moreover to myself is what i hate the most. i like realizing the truth, and i've always been good at that. observing. which is grand. so school is for the most part is completed. for me at least, i mean i could care less. the seniors have came and went. it's funny + thought provoking to think about me being in their position... if it was me graduating from high school. for all the things i find wrong about highschool: all the stupid characters i have to deal with, everyone's fucked up personalities...i'm quite sure it will be hard for me to leave. only because that's just who i am. moving on is something that i exaggerate. it's fine by me though, because at least there's somewhere to move to. and college in my opinion will change me, just like everybody who goes to college, but i think i will learn many things about myself. well there's no point in overanalyzing it now, because in time we'll know.
as stated, i've had some good times. prom was excellent, so were all the other dances. i had a blast and thank you to all who had fun with me. the winding, superfluous last days of school will be easy, but exciting. i really hope summer will be everything iwant it to be(making music, having fun, working hard). i hope the concerts coming up with be as perfect as i expect them to be. (montys fan club + the enemy on June 24. everybody better go!) there hasn't been many noteworthy precursors that indictatte that the summer will be awesome, but i hope so. okay whatever there are many other things that have been on my mind lately about people and things, and some other bullshit. so i'll convey my bullshit some other day because i'm starving.
so long.
as stated, i've had some good times. prom was excellent, so were all the other dances. i had a blast and thank you to all who had fun with me. the winding, superfluous last days of school will be easy, but exciting. i really hope summer will be everything iwant it to be(making music, having fun, working hard). i hope the concerts coming up with be as perfect as i expect them to be. (montys fan club + the enemy on June 24. everybody better go!) there hasn't been many noteworthy precursors that indictatte that the summer will be awesome, but i hope so. okay whatever there are many other things that have been on my mind lately about people and things, and some other bullshit. so i'll convey my bullshit some other day because i'm starving.
so long.