Nov 26, 2004 02:01
i'm listening to a record that sounds as antiquated now as it did the first time i heard it.
i miss people, and then i don't. i care, and then i don't.
i often wish i understood the complex and enlightening writers, but i don't.
i know what's right and wrong, but i feel that that is a given.
i spend too much time wondering what is "smart" and what is "dumb."
i'm happy, but never realize it until it's gone, though i am happy now.
could i list any more dichotomy before you puked on my face?
i care about you no matter how much i've shown otherwise. i miss you, i love you, and hope you are doing well, no matter how much i've shown otherwise.