Don't read this. It's crap.
It's intersting how things in life build and decline, how good events are mixed in with the bad, and how we can focus in on one silly little attitude or second in time, one single solitary event and ignore completly the others around it. Last night, I went with the Legendary Dan Howard, Shannon Eltzroth, and Mr. Stamm to the MC Chris show. It was a really, really good time. The show was fun, Jay made fun of him for the whole night, and I managed to get lost in Baltimore TWICE in one night. All in all, fun times that led into a very exhausted, but also good day.
Today, the greatest thing that could ever happen to me at this point in my life...did. No, I will not tell you what it is because I've been sworn to secrecy. No, I don't care who you are...no one gets to know what happened until it's time to go public. Just suffice it to say that it's an event that outshines many others.
I'm in a very, very good mood right now, and have been for days. This is strange, considering that the kind of event that can brigten or sour any mood, a romantic event, happend last week in a way I was expecting, but hoping I was wrong about. Yes, I'm trying to be ambigious and vague. A girl and I were talking, were building something that I thought might have a snowball's chance in hell of working, but melted away. I'm sorry that it happened that way, but know that it had to. I know that I am not what she needs, and I really don't care about what I need or want at this point. Still, it feels odd to not be overly bothred by yet another rejection.
I'm fairly bothred that I'm not bothered, because I really do like this girl. I really wish things could have worked out, and either been good or been bad, but just could have been. But I'm not at all stressed about it. She's clearly moved on, and so have I. Chances are, one or both of us will forget what just happened, and our lives will continue, either parallel to each others or intersecting again. The roads of life often converge and break away. It is at these junctions that true relationships are formed, and it is up to the driver to decide whether or not to follow a new road.
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That analogy sucked. I'm going to leave it in, however, because none of what I'm writing about matters. In fact, there is a fifty percent chance that it's not even true. More story time.
Kind of makes you wonder.
Or not.
I don't really know what makes you wonder things.
Or, specifically, who you are.
Or, how to spell 'specifically.'
I do, however, like making little or no sense...and I feel I've accomplished that quite well here.
"It takes Destiny to draw the pictures, but free will allows us to color them as we will."
-Some Dude
Today, the greatest thing that could ever happen to me at this point in my life...did. No, I will not tell you what it is because I've been sworn to secrecy. No, I don't care who you are...no one gets to know what happened until it's time to go public. Just suffice it to say that it's an event that outshines many others.
I'm in a very, very good mood right now, and have been for days. This is strange, considering that the kind of event that can brigten or sour any mood, a romantic event, happend last week in a way I was expecting, but hoping I was wrong about. Yes, I'm trying to be ambigious and vague. A girl and I were talking, were building something that I thought might have a snowball's chance in hell of working, but melted away. I'm sorry that it happened that way, but know that it had to. I know that I am not what she needs, and I really don't care about what I need or want at this point. Still, it feels odd to not be overly bothred by yet another rejection.
I'm fairly bothred that I'm not bothered, because I really do like this girl. I really wish things could have worked out, and either been good or been bad, but just could have been. But I'm not at all stressed about it. She's clearly moved on, and so have I. Chances are, one or both of us will forget what just happened, and our lives will continue, either parallel to each others or intersecting again. The roads of life often converge and break away. It is at these junctions that true relationships are formed, and it is up to the driver to decide whether or not to follow a new road.
...
That analogy sucked. I'm going to leave it in, however, because none of what I'm writing about matters. In fact, there is a fifty percent chance that it's not even true. More story time.
Kind of makes you wonder.
Or not.
I don't really know what makes you wonder things.
Or, specifically, who you are.
Or, how to spell 'specifically.'
I do, however, like making little or no sense...and I feel I've accomplished that quite well here.
"It takes Destiny to draw the pictures, but free will allows us to color them as we will."
-Some Dude