stop... writing... livejournal...entries
also,
im so afraid of not being included that im driven to be loud, attention-grabbing, and clingy,
and im so afraid of being clingy that im driven to be quiet, reserved, and indifferent,
and im so afraid of not acting like I normally do, that im driven to just not do anything.
this one is not re: hannah. this one is all about my life and why i want to change it. im having problems right now. haha I always have random problems though. they always get better. but things always change too. im so insecure and I HATE IT. damn life.
im so afraid of not being included that im driven to be loud, attention-grabbing, and clingy,
and im so afraid of being clingy that im driven to be quiet, reserved, and indifferent,
and im so afraid of not acting like I normally do, that im driven to just not do anything.
this one is not re: hannah. this one is all about my life and why i want to change it. im having problems right now. haha I always have random problems though. they always get better. but things always change too. im so insecure and I HATE IT. damn life.