If Walls Could Talk
So i didnt end up going on my walk today
no one wanted to go and i hate going alone
maybe next week seeing as im preoccupied tomorrow
or manybe sometime this weekend, saturday daytime is the only time im busy so far
Mom decided to invite her family to dinner tonight and she made a huge Spaghetti dinner with garlic bread and salad and veggies and EVERYTHING it was GRAND, i invited Bailey but she declined hahahaha
im in the process of making something artistic, i hope it comes out good, it makes me happy, i find when i am creating i can put the rest of the world out of my mind, and right now ive been thinking about a lot of random stuff thats been bothering me, i need to find someone who has a like a hour to just sit and talk with me so i can just get stuff out, im not having problems with a specific person, its just life
so if anyone wants to lend me their time, let me know
sigh sigh sigh sigh
i feel overwelmed,
but theres nothing that should be overwelming me
its rather odd
im still confused on a few things, i dont like those "grey areas" in life, and thats what i feel like, i feel like everything in my life right now is falling in a "grey area" like nothing is definate, nothing is for sure, its all "on a whim"
i need some stability
KEsh31: i just saw you on tv!
KEsh31: america idol.. showed this girls hometown church
Vermonter1999: ME
Vermonter1999: on TV???????
KEsh31: it was an all black church with one white family and you were right there jammin to the choir
Vermonter1999: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
KEsh31: lol
KEsh31: seriously there was 1 white family
KEsh31: this hick mother and her kids
Vermonter1999: ive always wanted to attend a black church
Vermonter1999: they go all gospel on you
KEsh31: hahaha
KEsh31: only you
KEsh31: yea i kow
KEsh31: hahah
Vermonter1999: it seems cool all those old ladies with the cool hats clapping and yelling AMEN
KEsh31: hahaha AMEN!
Vermonter1999: PRASIE THE LORD SISTER MARY
KEsh31: hahaha
Aleah139115: class of 2005 is where it's at
Vermonter1999: class of 2005 makes ur booty so SMACK
Aleah139115: ohh no....ther he goes again
Vermonter1999: hahah
Aleah139115: Chris is returning back to the hood
Vermonter1999: ive never left
no one wanted to go and i hate going alone
maybe next week seeing as im preoccupied tomorrow
or manybe sometime this weekend, saturday daytime is the only time im busy so far
Mom decided to invite her family to dinner tonight and she made a huge Spaghetti dinner with garlic bread and salad and veggies and EVERYTHING it was GRAND, i invited Bailey but she declined hahahaha
im in the process of making something artistic, i hope it comes out good, it makes me happy, i find when i am creating i can put the rest of the world out of my mind, and right now ive been thinking about a lot of random stuff thats been bothering me, i need to find someone who has a like a hour to just sit and talk with me so i can just get stuff out, im not having problems with a specific person, its just life
so if anyone wants to lend me their time, let me know
sigh sigh sigh sigh
i feel overwelmed,
but theres nothing that should be overwelming me
its rather odd
im still confused on a few things, i dont like those "grey areas" in life, and thats what i feel like, i feel like everything in my life right now is falling in a "grey area" like nothing is definate, nothing is for sure, its all "on a whim"
i need some stability
KEsh31: i just saw you on tv!
KEsh31: america idol.. showed this girls hometown church
Vermonter1999: ME
Vermonter1999: on TV???????
KEsh31: it was an all black church with one white family and you were right there jammin to the choir
Vermonter1999: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
KEsh31: lol
KEsh31: seriously there was 1 white family
KEsh31: this hick mother and her kids
Vermonter1999: ive always wanted to attend a black church
Vermonter1999: they go all gospel on you
KEsh31: hahaha
KEsh31: only you
KEsh31: yea i kow
KEsh31: hahah
Vermonter1999: it seems cool all those old ladies with the cool hats clapping and yelling AMEN
KEsh31: hahaha AMEN!
Vermonter1999: PRASIE THE LORD SISTER MARY
KEsh31: hahaha
Aleah139115: class of 2005 is where it's at
Vermonter1999: class of 2005 makes ur booty so SMACK
Aleah139115: ohh no....ther he goes again
Vermonter1999: hahah
Aleah139115: Chris is returning back to the hood
Vermonter1999: ive never left