Jan 25, 2010 14:16
So I realized that I have been sorely out of touch with a lot of things. What made me realize this? Well, couple friends got married (Jeremy - a really belated congrats BTW!), couple are having/had kids (Charlene, Dan and Elizabeth, Patricia - who graciously included me despite the fact that I hadn't talked to her in so long, thank you!), and I knew nothing! It's horrible to think I was that closed off the last couple years. I really have no one to blame but myself. It's also made me realize how little I've grown as a person in the last couple years and how much I need to get out. I could blame it partially on my relationship with my ex, since he hated social situations, but that didn't stop me from being social and being a part of life and the world.
So, my new goal for myself is to just get out there and have fun, do things I want to do and find myself. One of the plans for the summer is to take my camera, some camping gear and visit as many of the state parks as I can. I want to master my DSLR and enjoy nature. I'm also going to take some art classes of sorts... nothing big really, just work shops at JoAnn Fabrics and possibly Hyatt's.
So, this is my apology to all the people I've not talked to in so long. It wasn't your fault, but my own. I promise to try harder to get in touch and hopefully be a part of your lives again.