Hasn't quite settled in...
Yeah.. it hasn't quite settled in yet that I will be graduating in 19 days with my Bachelor's degree.. (I'll have a degree in BS :) ). I've only been waiting four years for this, and now that it's here, it seems surreal. Actually, my whole college career has seemed surreal, like I'm not actually doing it, but dreaming it. I've had so many life changing events happen in the past four years... Now I have to go out and find a job, start paying back loans (in 6 months). Possibly look for an appartment within the next year or so... I don't even know how to tackle it all. I've been told several times that I should leave the area all together, find a job down south, or out west. But leaving means going somewhere where I'll be all alone. I just can bring myself to leave my family, or my boyfriend and his family even. I'm too close to all of them. So, I'm gonna try my best to find something here, but if nothing pans out I may look elsewhere sometime soon (scary thought). Right now I just want to make it through finals and I think everything will hit me like a ton of bricks when I'm getting on my cap and gown and preparing to go across stage. :) Wish me luck... and look out world.