Halloween
I went with my friend Nickm and his girl to this party out by USF it was cool surounded by people that draw and paint and fuck to there own beat a place were the soul isn't a religious topic.A place were a house is more then a place to store there shit.all wrapped up in a big drunken smokeing chunk or Halloween parties.I had fun but I had alot of people wanting my company tonight.I wish I could have went to all 3 places but I choose to hang with a friend thats going to jail for the next 3 years.I could have went to lara's party I don't know what they did but I know I would have had fun I was in a great mood and I was looking nice to boot.I could have went to my other friends party but all I would have done would be stoned and play games all the time.not bad but not what I wanted i was running on no sleep and I was sore to boot from working an 11 hour shift at work then satying up till 12pm friday ripping another car apart at the shop.Im very drunk and when i drink i feel my dreams and i feel my pain more intuned to my own feelings then when im not drunk.I feel insperation between the bad pains in my head from all the beer.I feel alive becuse of it.There I go talking to much again you know if i would write out all im feeling right now you guys on my friends list would hate me.and then the rest who just post to show that they read it won't get it anyway.But anyway happy pumpkinday and be safe much love and god bless.. :)