After some time.........
Life as of lately, to say the least, has been different. What does that mean? i don't know, it has had some extreme ups, and some extreme downs. Days when i was in such a good mood it was like a dream, others i have been so depressed i just wanted to take a gun to my head, and some days that had both.
I have had a lot of things on my mind lately. What am i doing with my life? Why do i constantly get my hopes up when it comes to girls? Where am i going? Why am i sometimes so self centered? Why does no one ever call me? Why don't I ever call anyone? You know, all the stuff i always think about.
I have been really lonely lately. I would really like to have somone in my life, it does not have to be a serious relationship, just dating is fine. I would like somone to cuddle up with to watch a movie, someone to go on dates with, someone to talk to at night before going to bed. This is probably the biggest culprit causing me to get depressed, but on the bright side, i have found that the wonderful substance alchohol makes it a little easier. The other night I stayed at my sisters house and dan and liz brought some drinks over. They both had maybe 1 1/2, and me, i had i think 5 in the same amount of time. It is nice, i don' really get hangovers, only real problem is that it makes me kinda feel like throwing up, which i would rather not do. I have been contemplating trying some illegal narcotics, but i do not know of anyone that uses them anymore, so getting some would not be easy, i don't think i would be able to just go out buy some on my own, i am a chicken.
One thing going extremely well for me lately is work. I am currently #1 in my store. I am making good money, and being an assistant manager i am able to sell everywhere, so i have been avoiding hi-tech so to avoid all of the idoits that shop there. I have been selling a lot of bass gear, which makes a lot of money and is pretty mindless to sell, making it quite easy.
In the past few weeks i have bought a lot of cool stuff as well. I got a Mesa Boogie bass rig, a Gibson Les Paul guitar, and an Apple laptop. All of which are very nice. I have been writing more music, and having the laptop makes it nice because i can work on it wherever i am. I will soon stop using Pro Tools on it and will hopefully be getting Logic for it, which i think will run a lot better on my laptop. I have also been playing Warcraft III a bit. I bought that game i think 3 years ago, and finnaly have a computer that i wanted to put it on. It is cool, i am not that good at it, but it is nice to play once and a while when i am bored.
Currently i am watching my niece who is sitting behind me playing video games. I must say she gets really into them, she screams at the top of lungs whenever anything happens. It is amusing, but kinda annoying.
Well, i am gunna end with that. i am sick of typing, so good day all.......
-Mr. Moo
I have had a lot of things on my mind lately. What am i doing with my life? Why do i constantly get my hopes up when it comes to girls? Where am i going? Why am i sometimes so self centered? Why does no one ever call me? Why don't I ever call anyone? You know, all the stuff i always think about.
I have been really lonely lately. I would really like to have somone in my life, it does not have to be a serious relationship, just dating is fine. I would like somone to cuddle up with to watch a movie, someone to go on dates with, someone to talk to at night before going to bed. This is probably the biggest culprit causing me to get depressed, but on the bright side, i have found that the wonderful substance alchohol makes it a little easier. The other night I stayed at my sisters house and dan and liz brought some drinks over. They both had maybe 1 1/2, and me, i had i think 5 in the same amount of time. It is nice, i don' really get hangovers, only real problem is that it makes me kinda feel like throwing up, which i would rather not do. I have been contemplating trying some illegal narcotics, but i do not know of anyone that uses them anymore, so getting some would not be easy, i don't think i would be able to just go out buy some on my own, i am a chicken.
One thing going extremely well for me lately is work. I am currently #1 in my store. I am making good money, and being an assistant manager i am able to sell everywhere, so i have been avoiding hi-tech so to avoid all of the idoits that shop there. I have been selling a lot of bass gear, which makes a lot of money and is pretty mindless to sell, making it quite easy.
In the past few weeks i have bought a lot of cool stuff as well. I got a Mesa Boogie bass rig, a Gibson Les Paul guitar, and an Apple laptop. All of which are very nice. I have been writing more music, and having the laptop makes it nice because i can work on it wherever i am. I will soon stop using Pro Tools on it and will hopefully be getting Logic for it, which i think will run a lot better on my laptop. I have also been playing Warcraft III a bit. I bought that game i think 3 years ago, and finnaly have a computer that i wanted to put it on. It is cool, i am not that good at it, but it is nice to play once and a while when i am bored.
Currently i am watching my niece who is sitting behind me playing video games. I must say she gets really into them, she screams at the top of lungs whenever anything happens. It is amusing, but kinda annoying.
Well, i am gunna end with that. i am sick of typing, so good day all.......
-Mr. Moo