My Terrible Loss
I've felt many losses in my life time but none as painful as this. I lost something in my life that meant more to me than anything. I lost a part of my family. She wasn't a very big part, but she did play a big part in all our lives. It tears me apart just to write this, but i feel like it might help to tell her story. On December 7th, 2005 at 8:31 pm My dog, my pet, and my friend died. We all knew she wasn't going to make it; i just hoped she would have made just one more Christmas with us.
Ivana spent most of her life with us. I'm glad that we could make her happy. I don't even know how old she was. That doesn't matter now though. Now she is infinite, she has no age, and no pain. I miss her so much. The only thing i have to remember her is memories; we all know memories stay with us forever but fade away. I don't want her to fade away again. I had to watch it to begin with and i don't want to lose her.
I want her back. Death just isn't fair. YOu can't stop it, you can't control it, and you can't predict it. I hate it so much. I hate love. I wouldn't hurt so much if i didn't love. I guess i'm just mad at myself for letting this hurt so much. I'm trying so hard to not cry right now, but that seems to be all i can do. I can't sleep, barely eat, can't go anywhere. I'm too upset. I want my friend back. I didn't even get to say goodbye. I was gone the whole day and didn't even say goodbye. I'd be happier to know that knew i still loved her, and i was there for her. This is the best for her. She deserves to be at rest then suffering for my selfishness. I'm just sorry i didn't say goodbye.
Ivana Marie Trump, This is my goodbye. I Love You. I'm sorry....Goodbye.
Ivana Marie Trump
A great pet but a greater friend
Forever Missed
Miss. E.
Ivana spent most of her life with us. I'm glad that we could make her happy. I don't even know how old she was. That doesn't matter now though. Now she is infinite, she has no age, and no pain. I miss her so much. The only thing i have to remember her is memories; we all know memories stay with us forever but fade away. I don't want her to fade away again. I had to watch it to begin with and i don't want to lose her.
I want her back. Death just isn't fair. YOu can't stop it, you can't control it, and you can't predict it. I hate it so much. I hate love. I wouldn't hurt so much if i didn't love. I guess i'm just mad at myself for letting this hurt so much. I'm trying so hard to not cry right now, but that seems to be all i can do. I can't sleep, barely eat, can't go anywhere. I'm too upset. I want my friend back. I didn't even get to say goodbye. I was gone the whole day and didn't even say goodbye. I'd be happier to know that knew i still loved her, and i was there for her. This is the best for her. She deserves to be at rest then suffering for my selfishness. I'm just sorry i didn't say goodbye.
Ivana Marie Trump, This is my goodbye. I Love You. I'm sorry....Goodbye.
Ivana Marie Trump
A great pet but a greater friend
Forever Missed
Miss. E.