Before you dare...
Before you dare try to tell me how i should dress, talk, walk, act, drive, run, dance; you better understand who the hell you're talking to. Before you dare invade my space and try to redecorate my life, you better understand who the hell you're taking over. Before you dare try to be with me in my life as family, friend, associate, lover, enemy; you better understand that i'm gonna be ME! Fuck all of you who dared. I'm gonna live my life because i refuse to live yours. You live everyone elses lives becuase you can't even make your own. I mean damn, that's one sad bitch who has to take over someone elses life.
I'm tired of being told who i'm gonna grow up to be. I'm tired of being told that i need to grow up. I'm tired of being told the bullshit that was told to them. I'm just plain tired, and sleep isn't helping this time. i mean shit! how many times do you have to ruin my life before you think i've had enough? how many times do you have to make me cry before you finally realize that it fucking hurts? how many times?
Why can't i get what i really want without telling you? Why can't you just look into my fake blue eyes and understand that all i wanted was a fucking hug. Not a god damned ring, or diamond, or necklace, or bottle of wine, or any of that materialistic shit! I'm so damn sick of people thinking that i'm nothing but a money whore. Damn it, i didn't even want your money, i just wanted you to think i did so my shields don't have to come down for you. Why don't you just accept the fact that you can't get into my life with all the secrets revealed? Why can't you just accept the fact that i'll always hide something from you? Why?
People every where wonder the answer to "why?" I gave up on wondering, i'm fucking gonna find out. Stay out of my way if you do some of the things listed above, other wise, follow close to make sure i don't fall.
I'm tired of being told who i'm gonna grow up to be. I'm tired of being told that i need to grow up. I'm tired of being told the bullshit that was told to them. I'm just plain tired, and sleep isn't helping this time. i mean shit! how many times do you have to ruin my life before you think i've had enough? how many times do you have to make me cry before you finally realize that it fucking hurts? how many times?
Why can't i get what i really want without telling you? Why can't you just look into my fake blue eyes and understand that all i wanted was a fucking hug. Not a god damned ring, or diamond, or necklace, or bottle of wine, or any of that materialistic shit! I'm so damn sick of people thinking that i'm nothing but a money whore. Damn it, i didn't even want your money, i just wanted you to think i did so my shields don't have to come down for you. Why don't you just accept the fact that you can't get into my life with all the secrets revealed? Why can't you just accept the fact that i'll always hide something from you? Why?
People every where wonder the answer to "why?" I gave up on wondering, i'm fucking gonna find out. Stay out of my way if you do some of the things listed above, other wise, follow close to make sure i don't fall.