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Today was a good day.
I Soldiered on with my novel, hunkering down bit by bit in an effort to complete it, even though it's absolute torture. Well, not absolute torture, but it sure is taxing. The benefits, however have been incredibly apparent in my growing imagination and my sudden desire to truly be an artist.
Which is something i'm incredibly happy about. I've put aside the notions that an art career would be a ridiculous pursuit, in wake of discovering those jobs held by storyboard artists, conceptual artists, and the best graphic designers in the world. They have such an incredible input on the creation of things and people, it's fascinating.
After i'm done with this nanowrimo goodness, i'm going to get crackin' on some serious artistic working out. I cannot possibly say how excited i am.
On ANOTHER hand, i'm dealing with a really strange twist in me that i think is going to permament for a bit, and something that is really good. It just pretains to what i really need from people right now, and it's not that much. Right now, i wish to focus on the social aspect of relationships and leave it there for a bit. Who knows? It may change, but for now it'll do me a world of good.
Chilling with people is rather interesting because so many of my good friends are gone, and inbetween those moments where i miss them a great deal, i also try to hang out with those people that are around.
For instance: I saw The Grudge with k'leigh and it was really fun. There was one geniunely scary moment that creeped the hell outta me, but for the most part i could tell that it was just another lead up to a "boo!" moment. And the boo moments were beautifully done, might i add. But it was all lost on me and k'leigh because throughout the movie we were making fun of it, both of us laughing. And then afterwards we yakked it up at a coffee house and I biked away into the deliciously chill evening air. It was a great time. A seriously great time in the best meaning of the word, nothing more, nothing less. It reminded me of the early nights me and eli had when it was just him and me.
I'm going to stop yakking now, but it's always nice to unwind for a bit.
Take care, love everyone.
~milo
I Soldiered on with my novel, hunkering down bit by bit in an effort to complete it, even though it's absolute torture. Well, not absolute torture, but it sure is taxing. The benefits, however have been incredibly apparent in my growing imagination and my sudden desire to truly be an artist.
Which is something i'm incredibly happy about. I've put aside the notions that an art career would be a ridiculous pursuit, in wake of discovering those jobs held by storyboard artists, conceptual artists, and the best graphic designers in the world. They have such an incredible input on the creation of things and people, it's fascinating.
After i'm done with this nanowrimo goodness, i'm going to get crackin' on some serious artistic working out. I cannot possibly say how excited i am.
On ANOTHER hand, i'm dealing with a really strange twist in me that i think is going to permament for a bit, and something that is really good. It just pretains to what i really need from people right now, and it's not that much. Right now, i wish to focus on the social aspect of relationships and leave it there for a bit. Who knows? It may change, but for now it'll do me a world of good.
Chilling with people is rather interesting because so many of my good friends are gone, and inbetween those moments where i miss them a great deal, i also try to hang out with those people that are around.
For instance: I saw The Grudge with k'leigh and it was really fun. There was one geniunely scary moment that creeped the hell outta me, but for the most part i could tell that it was just another lead up to a "boo!" moment. And the boo moments were beautifully done, might i add. But it was all lost on me and k'leigh because throughout the movie we were making fun of it, both of us laughing. And then afterwards we yakked it up at a coffee house and I biked away into the deliciously chill evening air. It was a great time. A seriously great time in the best meaning of the word, nothing more, nothing less. It reminded me of the early nights me and eli had when it was just him and me.
I'm going to stop yakking now, but it's always nice to unwind for a bit.
Take care, love everyone.
~milo