Nov 19, 2004 20:17
Hey Everyone,
Well today I think was quiet, I didn't hear much from customers and from the rest of the world. With that said, even though my day was quiet, the rest of the world heard a loud noise from the distance that sounded very dengerous, that being myself, laying down plans for my next "battle".
Last night, I was severely drunk, although I was still sober enough to check my e-mail to find that one of my customers which I submitted for ADSL wasen't able to get it because transmittion loss on the line was too high. Combined with the fact I didn't have any onsite jobs today, and also after listening to one of my recent customers complaints about their telecommunications provider.
It gave me some new found enthusiasm to push ahead with a challenge which has been lurking in my mind for some time.
Today I made key preparations for one of my largest and ambitious projects that I have ever attempted.
Sitting here tonight by myself, I look at it, and it's very scary, because I know the sheer scale of what I am attempting, and I can see this being one of my key points in my life, or in specific in my carrer as a business person/entrepenuer/marketer/strategist.
I suppose the scariest part of all is, that despite numourous challenges, I'll actually be able to pull this off!
The scale is large, the opportunities are endless and the chance of success is high. Being 20 years old, I've done a lot of business deals over the years, and succeeded in several ventures. This year in particular has really been a golden year of business for me, It has been a year where I have really come out of my box and proven myself as a serious, and committed business person.
Taking into perspective this upcoming project which I'm going to attempt and business in general. The next 6 months, are going to be very busy, exciting and challenging all at the same time. I can see around me that my mentors are getting older, and obviously I'm standing more on my own than ever, and I'm slowly seeing, that I'm reaching sort of a "Coming of Age" point in my life, where I sort of have to step up and really do, what I was born to do.
It's exciting in one way, but I'm also feeling something else, and I don't really know how to explain it or what it exactly is. Maybe it's some kind of inertia about everything changing I don't know exactly. I mean I'm not scared, because I know what I need to do, and I'm very focused at the tasks that are now at hand, I just feel something else and I really dont' know what it is.
But anyway, today was a productive day, Monday will be a good business day also, as for the weekend, I'll hopefully catch up with Ness which will be good, and I dunno what else maybe golf, maybe I'll pick up some hot chick I dunno, lol, very wishful thinking but who knows.
Just a quick summary for the week, I achieved pretty much everything I needed to achieve, but still, my whole social life and and chick situation really needs to improve a bit.
Just got to keep at it.
Goodnight Everyone.