Friday night
Goood evening everyone,
I'm alright, not too bad, But I'm definetely battling on, friday night, is almost traditionally becoming, "Shit I need a gf night", lol.
Tomorrow, I'll message a few friends, and tell them to keep an eye out for me, lol, I'll also make a few simple moves of my own that'll hopefully help out.
I went out tonight, drove out, by myself, and was sober, which really sucked, going out and staying sober really sucks! But yeah, few hot chicks around but it's just so hard for me to make a move, I don't know why, I just need to feel relaxed and not so vunerable. Without any mates to hang around with an no alcohol, it just makes it bloody hard to do just that.
Regardless, I have no recognised, that above all challenges this one that I not only face alone, but the only one I struggle so hard to overcome.
I've been ignoring this problem for quiet a while, more to the point, I've seen it, and have been biting away at the edges. I've got to get stuck into it and take the lot. I've got to get beyond my fears and really focus on this problem, and fix it.
Everything else in my life is where it should be, and is on schedule.
Business is going fine, getting better and developing more and more by the day.
And that's how it always generally is, which makes me think that I should really focus on this gf thing harder, and just see what I can do, and I will do that.
Anyway, getting kind of tired, so i'll finish up for the night.
Goodnight.
I'm alright, not too bad, But I'm definetely battling on, friday night, is almost traditionally becoming, "Shit I need a gf night", lol.
Tomorrow, I'll message a few friends, and tell them to keep an eye out for me, lol, I'll also make a few simple moves of my own that'll hopefully help out.
I went out tonight, drove out, by myself, and was sober, which really sucked, going out and staying sober really sucks! But yeah, few hot chicks around but it's just so hard for me to make a move, I don't know why, I just need to feel relaxed and not so vunerable. Without any mates to hang around with an no alcohol, it just makes it bloody hard to do just that.
Regardless, I have no recognised, that above all challenges this one that I not only face alone, but the only one I struggle so hard to overcome.
I've been ignoring this problem for quiet a while, more to the point, I've seen it, and have been biting away at the edges. I've got to get stuck into it and take the lot. I've got to get beyond my fears and really focus on this problem, and fix it.
Everything else in my life is where it should be, and is on schedule.
Business is going fine, getting better and developing more and more by the day.
And that's how it always generally is, which makes me think that I should really focus on this gf thing harder, and just see what I can do, and I will do that.
Anyway, getting kind of tired, so i'll finish up for the night.
Goodnight.