FML
sometime making the right decision does not feel like the right thing to do. tomorrow i will force myself to do something i don't want to. It's going to affect my peers and possibly even the way they look at me. this is my first true test as a leader and it's either going to brake me or make me. I'm nervous and i can't sleep. Riding my bike would be nice right now but i don't have one and couple beers wouldn't hurt but I got PT at 0400. i'll just suck it up and put my game face on. that's what i do in times like these. the weaker i feel the tougher my skin gets, I hope my marines are ready for whats coming.