Apr 10, 2006 12:06
who do i think i am...
its not that i think i a better than everybody else. its more of the FACT that i don't think anyone is better than me. when i say you can't do it like me, its not to say you can't do the same thing, but i know i do it better plus i'd rather you find your own way of expressing yourself. when i walk with my head help up and my nose to the sky, don't think i am stuck up. but more of im just stuck on letting everyone else around me know that i am STUCK on loving me. first impressions are mostly based on first glance. so there is never a time when i don't steP out. theres . apperance is the first thing someone sees and it follows you wherever you go. if you think that you are better off not worrying about what you got on, and live your life with the attitude that you don't care what someone thinks of you, your lying. everyone cares just a little bit what people think of them. its just some that take it like a grain of salt and dust it off .
he aint shit, he think all THAT...
conceited to me is a strong knowledge of who you KNOW you are. im conceited becase im happy with who i am. im confident in who i want to become. im conceited because i know with each day im on this earth im about bettering myself learning new things everyday..im conceited because when i look at myself i smILe, cause when i love, i love hard, because i embrace my flaws or should i say, my unique indentifying marks. because without these flaws, i wouldn't be me, i couldn't be, there would be no me, and i wouldn't be whole. i'd be some faceless nobody in the crowd, in a sea of conformity an bland individuals with no substance.
i want to be like kimora and russel, making PAPER....
if you take me the wrong way. i guess you have joined the club. no one can quite grasp ME. and to tell you the truth, i don't want them to. i like being so untouchable. undescribable. i like people wondering about me. shit when people stop asking about me, i will feel like im not doing what i am supposed to do. im a bad mutha*shut YO mouf*. im working on my grown man situation. figuring out what i want out of this life and how i am going to get. i won't let anything or anyone hold me. im striving to thrive off everything this like has to offer. i won't settle for shit without a fight. anything worth having is worth fighting for and anything worth fighting for is worth it. im used to things just being handed to me but when it comes to growning into that person i want to be. driving that car i want to drive, living in my own multi-million dollar mansion in a gated community secured by a lake, i want to FIGHT for that shit. i want all my work to mean something. im going to get what i want. i always have and with this great mind, my personality, my style, my love for the good sh ---- ...stuFF theres no stopping me. im going to be in the design label for some high end fashion company one day, im a fashion guru, my ideas or fiRe far ahead of their time and all mine. blood. sweat. tears. education... all while preserving my sexy.