Jul 12, 2005 00:39
::~*~*~:: LONG DISTANCE PHONE CALLS THAT ARE WORTH NOTHING!! ::~*~*~::
Honestly, why do I even bother with anybody? I call LONG DISTANCE to talk to you. I talk to you for like 5 minutes and then you said you would call me back. DID THAT EVER HAPPEN? no it never will. The fact is that I dont think you are capable of picking up a phone and calling someone. Wait........yeah you are but her name begins with an "A" NOT AN "M". I mean, I really cant be jealous because I'm not your girl, but I sure in the hell want to be but I think I have the same problem you do.
Remember the day before the last day of school, we were talking on the phone and you told me that you can never gain the strength to tell a girl that you like them? Well I think I have the same problem but it is the other way around. I LIKE YOU, but I cannot find a way to tell you. Everytime I talk to you it seems to steer off and become about another girl and then more than anything I become your friend and give you advice when I really know what I want to be doing is telling you " WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU THINKING OF? WE ARE TOGETHER YOU DONT NEED ANY OTHER FEMALE." but it just cant be that way.
I dunno, maybe I am stressing out and you will call me tomorrow but what I do know is that if I dont hear from you before I leave Florida on the first of August I will be REALLY PISSED!!
uuuggggggghhhhhhhhhh..............I just want to scream!!
Goodnight kids!!