Jun 06, 2005 00:11
..zzz..z..z...zzzz.
As I lay here in my bed, thoughts of you surges through my head. Thoughts of were we could be and were we have been.
I think of ways I could show you I care, and also about losing you, witch I can not bare.
I imagine your face, and your beautiful eyes and how they stopped me from breathing I felt I could die.
These are the reasons I am so restless at night , and why falling asleep is such a fight.
But if sleeping is forgetting about you, sleep is something id rather not do , for I am afraid of the idea of not thinking of you..
And because certain people made fun of my background i decided to just put up a damn cow till i find something better... you know how you are...