Jan 07, 2005 20:30
//Have you...//
failed your driving test: no
gotten in a car accident: yes
broken any bones: yes
gotten drunk: yes
cheated on somebody: no
beat up anybody: yes
gotten beat up: no
done drugs: yes
taken a dance class: no
gone to summer camp: no
//Top five places of the moment://
01. In my head
02. On the couch
03. The bathroom
04. Indian burrial grounds
05. Bliss
//Top five people of the moment://
01. Me
02. Courtney
03. Scarface
04. Albert Hoffman
05. Edgar Allen Poe
Last car ride: last week
Last kiss: 5-6 years ago
Last good cry: a couple minutes ago(silent cry in my head)
Last movie seen: Dead Poets Society
Last book read: Biography of Al Capone
Last cuss word uttered: fuckin shit
Last beverage drank: rasberry tea
Last food eaten: bowl of cereal(frosted flakes)
Last crush: never experienced one
Last phone call: a couple of hours ago(ben)
Last tv show watched: history channel
Last time showered: yesterday
Last shoes worn: chucks
Last cd played: Stone Temple Pilots
Last item bought: Beer(Budweiser)
Last downloaded: many centruries ago
Last annoyance: my brother
Last soda drank: Coke
Last word said: crazy
Last sleep: this afternoon
Last time wanting to die: there is no last time, I feel objected to that every second of the day
Last time in love: never
Last time hugged: long time ago
Last shirt worn: white t-shirt
Last pants worn: ripped up levi's
Jewelry worn daily: fork on my left wrist
Last poster looked at: acedemic excellence
//Social life://
Best girl friend: dont have one
Best guy friend: john/ben
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: notta
Are you the center of attention: i hope not
Would you rather be with friends or on a date: with friends
Do you have a job: nope
Do you go to church: HELL NO!
//Personal://
Who's your role model: Myself
Pet peeves: People that know the truth
Ever liked someone you had no chance with: no
Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: someone with the same personality, attitude, interests. Somebody just like me!
Ever been cheated on: no
Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship
Do you want to get married: yes
Do you want to have kids: yes
Are you happy with who you are: no
Are you happy with your life?: no
If you could change one thing in your life right now, what would it be: ..... to have never been born
i am: sick
i want: normalality
i have: a virus
i wish: people could just understand
i hate: myself
i miss: the old me
i hear: deep thoughts
i fear: the spotlight
i search: for a cure
i wonder: about myself
i regret: being me
i love: myself
i ache: my heart and mind
i always: think
i am not: who you think i am
i dance: never(unless its onstage with a guitar in my hand)
i sing: all the time
i cry: silently 24-7
i am not always:
i write: all the time
i win: pointless remarks
i lose: myself on paper
i confuse: non-well educated people
i need: music
4 things you absolutely can't live without
1. music
2. paper and pencil
3. my thoughts
4. books
I put a shame to myself for answering these ignorant questions. Bordom is a very strong vertue.