I hurt
tonight I hurt someone. Avital was upset that her poster got wet from being on the floor and I mocked her. I made fun of her pain. When did I become the person who bullies? who hurts because it makes him feel his own pain less? I care about this more than I have felt about hurting people in a long time. It doesn't matter that I was upset because this our last day in our house. I really fucked up. I can never do this again. And now I don't even know how to make it right.