I feel good, thanks Mr. Brown
You know what a great feeling is? Your reading over old emails sent to you by someone who was close to you, and it puts you in a good mood. Feeling nastalgic, you get ahold(after much trying) of that person. They ask yo what you've been upto, you tell them, you ask them and they reply "I'm in the hospital everyday, I'm going through my second round of radiation therapy soon, then I'll be going in for my bone marrow transplant where there is a chance I might not make it...Oh, and now because of my treatment I will never be able to have children". You try to console them, but that is useless, so you try to act like nothings wrong, but now your just a stranger to the person. So after a while you ask the question you've been waiting to ask "Hey, listen, I'm gonig to be in edmonton soon, then I'll be making a stop to calgary...I was just curiouse, I'm not to sure how often your tests are or anything, but I was wondering If I could get a chance to see you, you know, if you have time?" there reply "Actaully, I'd prefer it if you didn't come see me...". "Okay, I understand...I dont want to try to press the question, but may Iask why I cant come see you?". Their response "Well I dont want to be seen like this, and you wouldn't even regognize me". I try to press a little further, jest a little, than I'm slammed with a "Whatever Corey, its a long story". Nothing like talking with an old friend to raise your spirits. Go fuck yourselves