Nothing can kill the grimmace...

[mrkoolaid]

Basiclly, this is how I feel. (if you read this, you'll be lost unless you are 3 people) Frankly... hush. not to be mean or anything... I did what I did for reasons of my own (not sex) and I don't feel the need to explain it to anyone... Sometimes people just fall out of love, and sometimes people realize they are in a place they just don't like... I feel bad I fell out of favor with a lot of my old friends, but there is nothing I can do about it. I'm a lot happier now than I ever was in santa fe, and I'm not going to give that up just so people in santa fe can say I'm cool again. If I was really that cool, then I still would be. Because I haven't changed, I just feel a lot better about life now than I did. I think I'm a really decent person now, and in santa fe I had my doubts, and I was a jerk half the time... Come hang out, and you'll see... no one has really given me a chance since all this went down anyway... So sorry if no one likes my girlfriend, or my new life. I like her... and I'm not giving it (my life) up for anyone. Life is to short for this BS, seriously.

geez... I feel like I am dating a black girl and my klan family doens't like it... jerry springer, here we come.