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two of the most important people in my life are mad at me for all the stupid things i keep doing. theey're getting fed up with me. i feel terrible. i feel like such an asshole. i keep doing the wrong things and i dont know why. i dont want to make them upset. im so sorry and i want to make it right. i dont want you to be upset with me. im really sorry. i wish i wasnt so stupid.