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I just re read a bunch of my old journals. I'm feeling very nostalgic today, missing old people and I can see a little bit of them through some of these old entires, be it from them or about. I've cut off or been cut off by entirely too many people in my life, there's really nothing I can do about it now I don't think, these were permanent decisions.
Anyways, it was fun to see/read me "mature" over the course of this little bit. I definitely speak in less flowery language now, and do a much better job of making phrases that are real things not just fun to write.
The best part was seeing that a definite decision was made somewhere in the year where I didn't write. It was that I couldn't be bothered with the "real" world, and that my own was the best for me. This means that somewhere along the line real living could commence as I'd made my decision.
The best thing I ever wrote in my journal was this, about living in at the Athenaeum,
"You know how in some indian tribes there'll be one guy whose job it is to do everything backwards? Well there is. I've decided that the problem with this place is that at least 50 percent of the people that live here are that guy. Upon discovering this, a firm resolution is made on my part to stay the course."
Anyways, it was fun to see/read me "mature" over the course of this little bit. I definitely speak in less flowery language now, and do a much better job of making phrases that are real things not just fun to write.
The best part was seeing that a definite decision was made somewhere in the year where I didn't write. It was that I couldn't be bothered with the "real" world, and that my own was the best for me. This means that somewhere along the line real living could commence as I'd made my decision.
The best thing I ever wrote in my journal was this, about living in at the Athenaeum,
"You know how in some indian tribes there'll be one guy whose job it is to do everything backwards? Well there is. I've decided that the problem with this place is that at least 50 percent of the people that live here are that guy. Upon discovering this, a firm resolution is made on my part to stay the course."