Apr 29, 2008 21:27
1) If you think I feel anything negative towards you at all, I'm sorry but I don't anymore. Walk away, that's fine. I'm not holding anything against you. If you seemed like you wanted to talk, I'd talk with you. But if you don't, its fine if you just walk away, its not a big deal. Be friends if you want, be nothing if you want, but I'm not your enemy. I'll be your friend if you want to be, I'll be nothing if you want to be, but I won't be your enemy no matter what you want. Its okay if you just want to walk away.
2) If you don't feel anything towards me then that's fine I'd understand. If you just wanted to be friends or maybe someone to just talk to, it would be fine. If you just wanted to walk away and say nothing when I tell you how I feel, I wouldn't hold it against you. But if you could just show what's on your mind so I knew when to stop or when to go, then I could stop going crazy over you. Finally after all this time you're now available to talk to and I can express how I feel, but I won't be able to get the courage if I can't see a glimpse of what you're response may be. I don't have much time left and I don't want to lose my opportunity. So please help me out here. But its okay if you just want to walk away.
3) If you continue to feel what you feel after half a decade has passed, I'd understand. If you felt there was something still there, I'd understand. If you felt there is nothing, or something going on between us, I'd be fine with that. But I don't think I can ever feel that way for you anymore. Sometimes I think I can, but there are other things that i just can't ignore. So if you understand how I feel and still want to be friends, that would be okay. If you never wanted to talk to me again, that would be okay. I'm not going to hold anything against you so I hope you don't hold anything against me. And if this situation was just too much for you, its okay if you just wanted to walk away.
4) If you want to be my friend, I would be okay with that. I've ignored you for a long time, its too hard to keep track of it. If you are hurt by the continual ignoring nature I seem to express, I'd understand. I want to be your friend but I obviously don't know how. So its okay if you just want to walk away.
To all 4 of you, I'm fine with being your friend. I'm fine with being nothing to you. I want the most out of what I can have. But if I can't give what you need for you to feel satisfied, I won't hold anything against you. Its okay if you just want to walk away.