stoked
I'm so ready you guys. So fucking ready, that you can't understand.
My life is at a point at which the majority of my actions and experiences are determined by the absurd, inconsequential dramas of other humans. What I am ready for is a dramatic shift in this trend. Truthfully, I have become placated. I am at peace with being one of "those kids sitting on the couch." The conversations I have with real people seem either facetious or petty, even when talking about things that those people feel to be serious or important. Sorry guys, I could hardly care fucking less. As such, I'm at a point where I think I might be more interested in fictitious lives, experiences, and people, than real ones. Books, movies, comics, art, video games, etc. -- I am ready to use these to their full extent. My physical life is no more meaningless than these made up things, if not more meaningless because it is experienced only by myself, whereas classic narratives, no matter what medium they take, are often experienced by millions.
I'm ready to stop listening to you.
My life is at a point at which the majority of my actions and experiences are determined by the absurd, inconsequential dramas of other humans. What I am ready for is a dramatic shift in this trend. Truthfully, I have become placated. I am at peace with being one of "those kids sitting on the couch." The conversations I have with real people seem either facetious or petty, even when talking about things that those people feel to be serious or important. Sorry guys, I could hardly care fucking less. As such, I'm at a point where I think I might be more interested in fictitious lives, experiences, and people, than real ones. Books, movies, comics, art, video games, etc. -- I am ready to use these to their full extent. My physical life is no more meaningless than these made up things, if not more meaningless because it is experienced only by myself, whereas classic narratives, no matter what medium they take, are often experienced by millions.
I'm ready to stop listening to you.