we'll see
so all morning today i thought nate was sleeping in the other room till he called me from work and freaked me out. didn't have band practice today. what a bummer. i really thought we were suposed to have it. i'm so out of the loop.
went to renee's. showed her pictures of me rockin. maybe i was trying to impress her? didn't think about that till just now. man i'm weird. anyway. i had a great time with her. she laughed at all the dumb jokes i made about the disney channel movie we were watching. i made a blind person joke that was really in bade taste. but she doesn't think i'm dispicable now. which is good because i kinda have an evil sence of humor. i told nate i tryed my best to not pull punches and be how i am all the time. not that i really act different around her or anything. it's just........i dunno......this is the first time i've ever liked someone who's never been with me around all my friends. it's like a skipped a step. it's not bad just different. but i really do like her. i wanted to kis her the whole day but i was a sissy and waited till like 10 mins before i had to leave. which sucked because then i really didn't want to go...........i can't read her yet at all. i can tell she's thinking stuff and i have no idea what it is. i'm pretty sure she likes it that way. but i'm a nosey "must know everything" kinda guy. i think too much. oh and i did something dumb. i said something that reminded me of a story. and i told her the story. and even though the story had NOTHING to do with anything that was happening at that moment, if someone thought it was related it would be something i REALLY shouldn't have said.....did ya follow that? well anyway, wasn't too smooth. want to see her again soon.....can't tomorrow. not sure about tuesday. but i'll see her wednesday. she'll meet the man in my life (nate). fun fun. really it will be. i hope i can convice her to go see dawn of the dead with us. but she's not down with scary movies. but anyone who wants to go sometime give me a call. or something.
tired. work tomorrow. crappy.
kissing is fun
went to renee's. showed her pictures of me rockin. maybe i was trying to impress her? didn't think about that till just now. man i'm weird. anyway. i had a great time with her. she laughed at all the dumb jokes i made about the disney channel movie we were watching. i made a blind person joke that was really in bade taste. but she doesn't think i'm dispicable now. which is good because i kinda have an evil sence of humor. i told nate i tryed my best to not pull punches and be how i am all the time. not that i really act different around her or anything. it's just........i dunno......this is the first time i've ever liked someone who's never been with me around all my friends. it's like a skipped a step. it's not bad just different. but i really do like her. i wanted to kis her the whole day but i was a sissy and waited till like 10 mins before i had to leave. which sucked because then i really didn't want to go...........i can't read her yet at all. i can tell she's thinking stuff and i have no idea what it is. i'm pretty sure she likes it that way. but i'm a nosey "must know everything" kinda guy. i think too much. oh and i did something dumb. i said something that reminded me of a story. and i told her the story. and even though the story had NOTHING to do with anything that was happening at that moment, if someone thought it was related it would be something i REALLY shouldn't have said.....did ya follow that? well anyway, wasn't too smooth. want to see her again soon.....can't tomorrow. not sure about tuesday. but i'll see her wednesday. she'll meet the man in my life (nate). fun fun. really it will be. i hope i can convice her to go see dawn of the dead with us. but she's not down with scary movies. but anyone who wants to go sometime give me a call. or something.
tired. work tomorrow. crappy.
kissing is fun