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Feb 02, 2005 12:11

I HAVE NO THING TO SAY BUT THAT I AM TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH AMBER LEIGH EBSCH *edit* (Jones)
She is reading to me right now... She is the best person I know and I am the luckiest person alive to be with her.
I thought I was the luckiest person to just have the oppurtunity to chat with her as a friend when we spoke online.
Now that she is with me, I have no words to describe how wonderful it makes me feel, no, no words at all... I just cannot stop myself from telling her how much she means to me over and over again. It is now February and soon I will be able to be with her for an entire month. We are going to work on my parents severely and try our bestest to get her moved in by this summer. The LAST Star Wars movie comes out in May, and I know that both Justin and I agree that we still have so much more to live for now. Things were going to not matter after that movie, our lives were complete and if we got side-lined by an 18 Wheeler 5 mintutes after the movie got out, we gave it a good run. However, the very person that gives my life all of its meaning will now be attending that last Star Wars movie with me. My reason to be will sit right next to me in some creatively altered Vintage Star Wars sheets. I will leave that movie with her in my arms and a large grin on my face because she is the person that I am going to spend the rest of my life. *NOTE* A life that is to extend much longer than the May of 2005. We have seen each other every single month since Dragon Con, and there will no longer go a month where we will not be with each other. Even if it is the very beginning of March, and the very end of April. I love this girl with the gorgeous eyes, she is my soulmate, my world, my everything.

The other day, Amber asked me what were the most special things she has said to me, and while this was not directly to me, it stands far up on that list.

http://www.livejournal.com/users/heavily/2004/07/24/

She was the braver of us and finally said what we had been dying to tell each other in a flat out serious way all the time . Sure, we went luvs, and *hugs*, and I went xxxxxxxxx because I didn't give hugs and she went ooooooooo to make up for that, but we never completely said it for sure because we were so scared of losing the other as a friend. Its funny how our care for each other made us afraid to tell the other what was in our heart. But, when she posted that Entry, it was set in stone. And we have been together (Officially) since the moment I read that. I love her so much, and no matter what happens, she is my one and only forever.
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