My Life in Three Chapters

[mrhibbert]

• I alienate people. These days I could name my friends away from a computer screen on a single hand. The others, are the people I've distanced myself from intentionally or unintentionally. The people that got left behind. In some situations I wish it was different, but in others I get the feeling it's just growing up. Even so, the odd reminder is an bizarre feeling. Another group of others are the people who I know, but essentially, I mean nothing to them.
• I'm terrible with women. It's not an inadequacy, I'm great in areas, it's just the other areas are the hilarious mishaps. My impressive mistakes, the most recent (which I have yet to explain) is laughable on so many levels. I don't get women, and I have a low 'emotional intelligence' which ..doesn't help getting women. Dating can be bad, especially when you're more of a "friends" guy (note: girls want to be your friend, not the tv series).
  
• Film. Before it I was even more of the hilariously depressing character I am now. When I was failing with music, I didn't have a direction to go, I was hopeless and had no self-confidence. Now I know where I'm going and what to achieve. If only things were that simple though.