UGHhh...........................................
Well Here i am... Life Sucks... Yet it continues... I keep asking myself... Why do i bother... Why... I only keep hurting myself... Sometimes i wonder what it would be like if i never existed... Do i even make an impact at all... Does anyone care... If i did would i be on here... All i want is what ever one else has... Well only in sense that i need someone to share my life with... It's like a fucking Puzzle but I keep trying to connect the wrong piece over and over again... So in that sense I'm not feeling complete... I was feeling so good as if I won lottery or something... Am i that different that no one wants to be with me...