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how come i feel like when i go off to college i'm not going to have any friends?
i'm super jealous that mallory and aly are sharing a dorm.
i know cj and kim and ryan and anthony are all going to UCI, too...but i can't help feeling like everyone's...really leaving.
maybe i'm just stupid...maybe i'm feeling stuff i should have felt at graduation, ('cause to tell you the truth, i didn't get too emotional that night...not many people did).
don't get me wrong: i'm super excited about moving out, meeting new people, (and maybe even banging on dorm doors at 2am, like a "cliche college boy" [see aly's lj]).
i think not going to SPOP (the proper orientation) and meeting new people was a big mistake, but mostly...
i think because the UC schools start later, and thus i've had to watch everyone...start without me... i feel really left behind, even though i'll be there in three weeks.
but i'm sad right now.
i'm really going to miss everyone, and i'm sorry if i didn't tell you personally...but i will. severly.
-tony.
i'm super jealous that mallory and aly are sharing a dorm.
i know cj and kim and ryan and anthony are all going to UCI, too...but i can't help feeling like everyone's...really leaving.
maybe i'm just stupid...maybe i'm feeling stuff i should have felt at graduation, ('cause to tell you the truth, i didn't get too emotional that night...not many people did).
don't get me wrong: i'm super excited about moving out, meeting new people, (and maybe even banging on dorm doors at 2am, like a "cliche college boy" [see aly's lj]).
i think not going to SPOP (the proper orientation) and meeting new people was a big mistake, but mostly...
i think because the UC schools start later, and thus i've had to watch everyone...start without me... i feel really left behind, even though i'll be there in three weeks.
but i'm sad right now.
i'm really going to miss everyone, and i'm sorry if i didn't tell you personally...but i will. severly.
-tony.