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It takes alot to walk back in from that ugly display this evening. It takes alot to look me in the eye. You either have no shame or just realized how wrong you are. I threw out my feelings when you walked out that door leaving me here to think by myself and feeling the tears run down my face just mad me even more mad at the world you put me in. So in many ways I blame you for the distruction of me and my love. Never be the same in my eyes, you'll never be as beautifull. You said you wouldn't go and you lied. Thank you for making me believe my old thoughts, thank you for making me realize what I realized years ago, I guess your face just got me side tracked. So just don't blame me for this. Don't try and cry to me I don't be here to listen.