May 28, 2005 08:29
Yesterday was the EC graduation. Congratulations to all the seniors who've graduated. It was pretty fun. There was something about it that I disliked but we won't go into that. It was really nice outside and I dressed up but I think it was a little too much. I just threw the jacket somewhere afterwards. Hah. We also got our yearbooks which made me happy. I don't look so bad so that's good. Well, that's only compared to my previous yearbooks, in which I look gross. But anywho, people signed my yearbook and they wrote nice/fun/witty things that just made me smile. Then there was that dreadful Bio test. And some EOC review in Algebra II. We have *intense* reviews in Bio next week. Ahh I love Ms. Cea. She makes me laugh.
Well, although yesterday was a really really good day. I felt down. I don't know. Yesterday really seemed like the last day of school, and I got all sad thinking about how I'm not gonna see most of them in the summer. I was especially sad because next year, I won't get to see my sophomore lovers as much. I'm gonna miss seeing them everyday. I'll especially miss Graham, Justin, and Laura Beth. They mean so much to me and I'll never change what I have with them for the world. Just thinking about next year got me really sad. Just thinking about summer. I have felt this way last year at my middle school graduation. Although I got over that pretty quickly when summer actually came. =P But I soon got pretty happy because I went to the mall to shop. I bought two shirts from Abercrombie & Fitch. One's a purple button-up shirt. And the other is white with yellow and blue stripes and it's short-sleeved. It was $40 together because it was on sale. If it wasn't, the total would've been $110, so I saved $70. That made me really happy, just to know that I saved money. Good stuff.
Then my ibook broke down last night. I was talking to Wingyin online then the screen went blank. I tried everything to get it back to our convo but it didn't work. So I shut it down and tried to restart it but it wouldn't restart. I looked in the manual in the Troubleshooting section and it told me what I should do. So I followed the directions, but it didn't get me anywhere. Good thing out of this is that I get to go to South Point later on today. I bought my ibook at the Mac store in South Point. While I'm there, I'm hoping to go shopping at Hollister so I can get me some shorts and more cheap shirts. I want to double, and even triple, my wardrobe. Although that sounds really crazy, knowing that my closet's full of clothes alerady. I don't have closet space like at all. There are some of my clothes hanging in the laundry because I can't fit them in my closet. Crazy. But I want more clothes. I need more outfits for the summer. Maybe not though, if I get a job at Cold Stone or American Eagle. Hahhaha, which reminds me. So yesterday I went to American Eagle with my ipod on. And my headphones are in-ear so it's hard for me to hear anyone or anything when i'm listening to my ipod. Then I saw the guy with a lisp so I tried to walk really fast to the back. Then he RUNS up to me and tells me that their shorts are $5 to $10 off today. With a lisp!! I wanted to laugh really hard but I felt bad. I'm not gonna run upto customers if I work there. That's just scary.
I'm extremely tired due to the fact that I went to sleep around 1:30 AM. Wingyin and I were having a good conversation over the phone. I love that girl more than anything else. =] We talked about lots of things. What's been bothering us lately. About summer. About what she should do with her hair and what I should do with mine. What we should do during the summer. Go to my pool and party then have 'The OC Party', which sounds really hot. How I should drive illegally, but how it would suck if I get caught and I can't get my license until I'm 18. How funny it was when Jessica called someone fat. How gross someone was. I just have the best time talking to her. Then she was cutting her hair at 1 AM in the morning. So I was on speakerphone and we were talking then my phone ran outta battery. So I got cut off and I put my phone on the charger and went to bed without saying goodbye. She's going to be in Virginia today and tomorrow. When I see her on Monday, it's gonna feel like I haven't seen her in forever. My weekends seem pretty empty without her. Like one weekend, I didn't see her at all and I saw her the next Monday and I felt like I haven't seen her in ages. Crazy. I love how we're so close. It's only been like what, 8 to 9 months since we've been friends? I feel like I've known her my entire life. She's the one that knows me the best and I know her pretty well. No one will ever replace what we have and no one will ever stand in between our friendship. I just love her that much. I remember beginning of this year. I used to pray a lot for a friend like the one Justin described in his 'I Want A Friend' thing. I was thinking recently and have realized that Wingyin is the answer to my prayers. She really is. Although I was actually asking for a guy friend when I was praying, Wingyin is really the answer to my prayers. But what I've also learned that I shouldn't 'rate' my friends. I have a problem with favoritism. If you guys haven't noticed that already, I don't know what you've been smoking. But I really do. And I should stop. It's not great. I feel bad for some people that I'm not close to or nice to. Mmhmm. And Justin's essay thing was very touching. I liked it a lot because that's exactly how I felt/feel. The Kelly Clarkson part made me laugh the most. I wish I could be the friend he wants so bad because that's a friend that I also want. Hmm that was totally off-topic.
But this school year ended for some of you already and it will end soon for us Early College-ers. I hope that you guys wrap it up really well and that you guys enjoy your summer. It'd be cool if we could hang out in the summer, I don't care who you are. Hahah. Well, God Bless, kids. I love you all.