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Since everyone forgot about my livejournal and check my xanga i think I can write sorta freely and not directly.
-wai wai, it sucks that you're going through all these problems all at once. Especially at a time when you really need someone to be there for you. I can't help blame myself for the sorrow or grief that you're going through right now, especially with the stress of your job and your grandfather dying. Know that although we are not together anymore, I still am there to help you out in anyway. You'll get through it.
-I try to help a lot of people. I think a lot of people take me for granted though. Yet, for some reason I continue to help them out. I don't know if this is a bad characteristic of me because I like to think the best of people. I believe that they will come out and realize the good aspects that they have in life. But I could just be naive and just hurting myself when people don't come through and take me for granted. I don't necessarily need a thank you or a gift, but just an acknowledgement of my help. What am i complaining about, I'll help whoever needs it. Whatever.
-i thought i dealt with it, but I hadnt. I pushed it away, but now its back. I am making progress in dealing with it now. The first step is getting help.
-wai wai, it sucks that you're going through all these problems all at once. Especially at a time when you really need someone to be there for you. I can't help blame myself for the sorrow or grief that you're going through right now, especially with the stress of your job and your grandfather dying. Know that although we are not together anymore, I still am there to help you out in anyway. You'll get through it.
-I try to help a lot of people. I think a lot of people take me for granted though. Yet, for some reason I continue to help them out. I don't know if this is a bad characteristic of me because I like to think the best of people. I believe that they will come out and realize the good aspects that they have in life. But I could just be naive and just hurting myself when people don't come through and take me for granted. I don't necessarily need a thank you or a gift, but just an acknowledgement of my help. What am i complaining about, I'll help whoever needs it. Whatever.
-i thought i dealt with it, but I hadnt. I pushed it away, but now its back. I am making progress in dealing with it now. The first step is getting help.