Aug 27, 2004 01:46
I feel better now that I'm more comfortable with talking about my thoughts and feelings with others. I used to think why should I bother others with the problems that I have. I was always thinking that I'd be bothering someone. But I see that its a 2 way street. I shouldn't keep thinking I have to bottle things up just for others.
"keep trying...stick with it" I've been interested a little more than a year already. I've spent countless hours just daydreaming about it. I've lost sleep over it. I've even shed tears about it. I've gone out of my way sooo many times for it, but never admitted it was out of my way. I always think of it. Now though, I feel discouraged. It's hard to keep trying when I'm not getting anywhere. People have asked me, why do i keep trying? I always told them because I have hope. But now, I'm asking myself the same question. Why should I keep going for it??
I'm an optimist. I'm a hopeless romantic. I'm sleepy.