another birthday
I wonder if 20 is the age you reach when you start to wish that you started getting younger. I still feel like I'm 18, only people seem to care less about almost everything, and I notice that the world is speeding up around me and I feel scared and alone, as usual.
I think I'll just not celebrate it like I have been doing the past 5 years, only this time with a good reason. Acknowledging that life is more depressing than it was last year is pointless.
Fuck.
I think I'll just not celebrate it like I have been doing the past 5 years, only this time with a good reason. Acknowledging that life is more depressing than it was last year is pointless.
Fuck.