well
i'm not even sure how i feel. its very uncertain. often times i'm great, but all it takes is one asshole to tip me over the edge into feeling like shit. on the plus side, i've refined a way for me to tap into my lucid dreams. or i've been working on it. but i've got something good that i'm working on. hopefully i'll be able to make it as good as i want it to be in two weeks. or rather as good as i need it to be.