(no subject)

Dec 14, 2004 14:04

All A's and 1 B...glad that's over....I'm tired of not knowin what the hell is gonna happen dude....and I am seriously getting aggravated....but it's Christmas, and I'm wanting to enjoy this time...I'm always happy during this time....why can't things just work out???....I understand Erikson's young adult stage of "intamacy vs. isolation" where I'm struggling with having someone and being alone, but I want someone to share things with now...like my heart has been open for a while, and I've met some truly awesome people....is it selfish for me to want some things now rather than wait???....I don't mind waiting, it's just extremely tough for me...I guess what I am saying is that I want that "LOVE" feeling....the only one I have it for is gina, and she is the one keeping me strong and happy...I just think if I had that romantic kind of love with someone, I would be 10 times more happy...that's just who I am....but I thank everyone so much for always being there for me and trying your hardest to see that I have a good day...all my friends, all my family is the best....I just hope those reading this understand where I am coming from.....
Previous post Next post
Up