Feb 02, 2004 22:46
Hello boys and girls. I'm not sure why, but I suddenly had the urge to write something, so here's the rundown:
Classes are going pretty well so far, but we will see what happens after next week's NERS 250/Math 450 double header. I even started on my NERS homework early - I'm almost done and the shit is due Friday! And I feel fine, I swear!
Dinner today consisted of an early course of Ramen noodles (Creamy Chicken/Sodium flavor) followed by popcorn and beer, which is actually pretty good. I'm trying to hold off on shopping till I go home for the weekend, so I don't have to pay for it all.
Oh yeah, I'm going home this weekend. My dad's gonna come get my ass Friday afternoon, and Friday night will probably be full of TV-watching since there is nothing else to do at home. Saturday I'm goin to the boat show with my dad at Cobo. It's kind of like the auto show, but for rednecks and people who enjoy fishing. I'm sure one of those nights my dad and I will head to Hooters for some kick-ass shrimp. Sunday I hope that I get to see A-lizzle, but who knows. So far after winter break, we have spent time together for zero out of twenty-nine days. I'm not a stats major, but I'm pretty sure that's a 0% hit rate. I mean I'm trying to be understanding cuz I know that we're both busy, but damn. I guess it wouldn't be as big of a deal if I knew that things were going to work out in my favor in the end. But now, I obviously feel like shes trying to get rid of me and that she isn't looking for the same kind of thing that I'm looking for. So I'm putting all of my being into trying not to lose her and its tough. She says that she's not backing off, but it seems like I'm always the person to bring up the idea of seeing each other/calling each other or whatever else. So I don't even know... I might be over-reacting because I also have a tendency to get stupid and jealous. But I'm gonna stick with it cuz shes worth it, without a doubt. I just hope she doesn't make the same mistake that I did before...
Wow, this was supposed to be short. I'm so damn emo. Well, at least now you all know what my status is. Back to the homework grind!
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