Its that time again
Well.. havent updated for a while.... And thats because my moms a cunt and my moms boyfriend Jinkens is a Nigger.. but eh what can i do about that?? i guess nothing really but shit happends right? well me and my mom have been getting into little fights lately she basicly told me that me and my brother was a misstake and marrying my dad was to.. She would much rather be somewhere eles with tony witch is fucked up... like hes more important well if my mom every reads this FUCK you bitch thats really fucked up! All you fucking care about is beer and her boyfriend Nothing else But fuck her i could careless about her.. cant wait intill i can get the fuck out of this fucking house this fucking hell. I know other people have it worse then me but still but anyway me and tiffanys 8 months tomorrow i wish we could do something but my mom and her boyfriend are fucking CUNts so i dont see anything really speacial happening but you know oh well ... I miss two of my good friends Yoshi and oreo i know i seen oreo lately but its not like it was befor i use to see him every weekend now its like once a month and my friend Yoshi i miss her alot she was a pig part of my life and i miss her alot she was a really good friend a friend i could sit back with and talk about anything while drinking Tampico Lol. I mean me and oreo do the same thing me and him can talk about anything for hours and hours and game and stuff hes a really big part of my life to hes like a brother... i guess i am sorta depressed it feels like i have lost alot of friends Cale Yoshi Mike But me and Yoshi are talking right now and it feels good to talk to her.. hmm i have alot on my sholders right now.. Its a big whight and i dont know just confused.. hmm well school sucks balls but thats normal but it sucks more now because i have lost all my friends that ment something to me eh i FAD oh well i dont give a shit just take night school or adult ed... but back to the frineds at EG all i have there is one friend and one chick who i guess conciders me a friend Who is annoying as fuck all she dose is talk about her boyfriend and shit it gets annoying oh yeah i got kristen hmmm things should get better i hope.. well spring break is only two dats away everyone is excited but be i guess because i'm just going to be stuck in my room the whole time probiley but hell maybe i will hang out with oreo and yoshi who knows i hope i do becuase that would be fucking awesome it feels good to get some of this shit of my chest. i also wouldnt mind hanging out with Louie and Jessy but you know i'm asking for to much i now or am i is it to much to ask for to hang out with friends the things that mean the most to me.. people who actully care about me and will sti done and talk to me and vise versa? i guess it is.. Not that this person reads my journal or anything well two pople i wouldnt mind hanging out with Lauren and zach and tiffany that would be fun like the 4 us do something but you know what is the liky hood of that happening? I dont really see Lauren and Zach that much anymore and it sucks i miss hanging out with them but you know shit happens i guess? alot of shit happens everything just comes crubleing down like i dont know its hard to explain.. sometimes i wonder if things will get better tiffany tells me things will ... but its hard to keep hope because... my mom is a drunk i think it makes her happy not seeing me happy like she likes to feed off it like yay the little shit that i wish i never had isnt happy Fuck her all she brings is drama i'm glad my dad dosent have a life like that i'm trying to keep a drama free life but it always comes my way my house is always full of fucking drama Why can everyone just be fucking happy and just fucking for get about the fucking drama insted of makeing it and takeing it out on me and kev like we are the bad guys and shit.. well i think i am done bitching for now i've got alot off my chest i just hope people will read it it and get where i am comeing from and stuff and leave comments to maybe make me feel better.. Bah i am just asking for symphaty soo if you want leave a comment and stuff Just have a feeling this might have been a waste of time but i dont know.. anyway i'm gone like your moms tight POONTANG!!!
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